my life goal is to buy out an entire concert and then the artist will come on stage so dramatically and it will just be me sitting there like 

me and John Legend.

Excuse my french, but I’d fuck you

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It’s been a while since I’ve actually sat down and talked to you. Life has been so insane that I don’t even have time to take care of myself; but you already know that.  I wear this wristband and the thought of you pops in my head everyday. When I think about how much time has passed, I can’t wrap my head around it. I feel so redundant posting how much I miss you on your wall from time to time. Sometimes I wish I had more to say. I know in one of my papers about you I say that this wristband gives me the strength to keep going. I just wish I still had you here to hold on to whenever things are falling apart…especially with what’s been going on recently in my life. Though I know I should be happy that you’re no longer in pain, it’s selfish of me to say that I wish I had you back. I wish we could joke around like we did and forget about all the bullshit, but we can’t. I’m human; I can’t help being selfish. I miss you so fucking much. I love you with all of my heart, and I know you know that.